28/12/25 15:37

I had a nice trip with shu after Christmas.

16/12/25 22:41

I've been thinking for a while, what does "weird" actually mean? I know its subjective, but what does it mean when people call others weird. I've been talking to a friend recently, and sometimes the conversation steers towards talking about other people. Sometimes he mentions somebody i may or may not know of, and says "They;re just you know.. kind of weird", and looks at me as if I know what the hell he's talking about. This happens often actually, usually with neurotypical seeming people. I just dont get it. Do they mean weird as in weird actions? Or hobbies? I get weird as in creepy misogynistic pervert or something, but they never say that. They don;t give details and I'm left to guess what the hell weird means to them. For all i know the person they're talking about could just be a furry or watches hentai or something.

Actually I remember a newish friend once saying something along the lines of "Theyre just kind of weird.. likes femboy furries and stuff" and I was confused, i asked, what's wrong with that? I think my friends opinion of furries has changed by now thanks to me though. Generally I ignore what people say about avoiding a certain someone for vague reasons. I like to form my own opinion. Perhaps next time someone says this to me, I will ask for specific details, and insist that I dont understand (because I don't ^_^;;?)

25/11/25 22:50

This evening I drank green tea, it was not very tasty. I then chewed on the tea leaves for forty five minutes. I may do this again tomorrow.

2/11/25 21:15

I have a biology test tomorrow, and I did not study at all;;. Usually i get by with just remembering stuff from class & cramming the morning of the exam, but I missed lots of classes and barely understand the material (•ω•`). And I didn;t study for my art history exams or finish the assignments. I really don't like school..

But I started sewing another doll and I'm making good progress on it (I havent forgotten about you either mika doll)

20/10/25 23:27

"Decide you want it more than you are afraid of it"

17/10/25 22:58

Ms paint in class.

12/10/25 01:05

The next enstars tour event will be announced soon. While I dont want to get my hopes up, i'm still excited for whats in store (ﾟωﾟ)

11/10/25 15:37

21/09/25 22:21

Windows media playing

20/09/25 17:18

I got a spiral copy. Its more of a doodle/sketchbook with extra journal stuff. I'll be sharing sharing pages here as I go, here;s a whole bunch of recent ones:

08/09/25 21:55

I've been using the back of my english literature copy as a journal of sorts. I might get another a4 spiral book just like this for an actual journal, although writing where I'm not supposed to feels better. Less "formal" in a way.

24/08/25 20:55

I made a cake. It's chocolate with choco buttercream in the inside

18/08/25 00:28

doodl

06/08/25 15:52

29/07/25 00:02

These days every time I draw I think, wow I dont know what Im doing, this would be easier if I learned anatomy, form etc. I think that all the time but its reallY been bothering me now. But I hate studying of all kinds >_>

21/07/25 15:23

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