diary

10th October 2026

I havent thought about my site for a while, but Id like to get back into it again. Ive tried different social medias but I find them too distracting and draining, even when i don't care about likes. Idk how to fully let go though, i love seeing others art, ive especially been seeing lots of doll customisation accounts, theyre really cool and inspire me loads

I think one reason why i started actively disliking going onto my site is cuz of the tone? i set for it? I make it a point online to just not take posting seriously, because i dont want to get too connected i guess, its not supposed to be me you know, just fun random stuff. I still think that, but i guess that attitude started bleeding into how i go about life and talk to people in general. Yeah idk, i dont want to live in my computer but I also dont want everything i post to be ironic and stupid lol

I've always struggled with my relationship to the online world, as im sure many people like me have, but i'll continue trying new things and figuring out what works for me. Id say im probably just missing irl creatives to talk with and make art with. question is where do i find ones that arent boring normies drawing Aesthetic Faces lmao

Anyway this new log diary thing is gonna look a bit plain until i get the motivation to code 👍